For the past few weeks I have been fighting with the essence of who I am. Inside it's felt like there were three different combinations of myself, fighting to gain control over the domination person that makes me who I am. But, I have finally chosen who I am, and who I am going to be. It's as a wise friend of mine, named Paul said-
"You are who you act to be, act as the person you want to be, and you will become that person. I was given the nick name "Super Paul", because I worked so hard. I made my self believe it, by doing it. I acted like Super Paul, and I became him.....now I'm the hardest worker my boss has, at least as far as ground workers go."
Paul was right, I watched him become that. And now, it's time I decide who I am, and now i know who I will be. I'm not going to say what it is now, because I want to see people seeing me change, and I want them to judge me for that person, as i become him. The transformation into Andrew Lee, the person I want to be....the person I always made myself out to be as a younger child.....
On another note, I decided how I am going to do school. I decided to go to Tulsa Community College for one more semester when I get home, so that I don't have to rush into getting a home to stay in, nor will I have to worry about getting home at a later time.
But for Now, I will leave you all with these words.....
"When once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return." -- Leonardo da Vinci
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*comment* ;-) Keep updating this though - I will definitely miss you!
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